Archive for May, 2007

It’s raining now…

Thursday, May 3rd, 2007 at 3:43

Such a lovely night out. It’s raining - it has been all day, but all the more beautiful is rain at night. I’m looking outside the window now, just watching the drops fall evenly, scattering over the damp ground, and I can’t help but wish for someone to share it with. It’s something to share. From all I’ve come, I realize that one desire, above others. How content I would be, if only I could. There are so many things to share. The gentle rain that’s falling now, the damp breeze blowing in from the window, the blackness of the night sky. The way each leaf and blade of grass glistens. It’s peaceful to be here now, alone. Where are you? I know you exist, I’ve even imagined I’ve met you before. It’s peaceful to be alone - are you alone tonight too? I hope so. So you can enjoy the weather, the world. It’s lovely tonight. I wonder, and are you wondering, I can only help but think, where I am, too? Are you thinking of me, as I stare outside, into the vast expanse of nothingness that envelops the earth tonight? I imagine perhaps you are, and it’s an entertaining thought, encouraging. I can’t wait for the day, when I can be alone, and you can be alone; but we can be alone together. In the rain I hope. Will I ever find you, or you me? Will you recognize me when we do? Will I know it’s you? I imagine that I will. I hope and pray that I will. I might say I’m alone tonight, but you’re with me, I know. Somewhere. Attached by some celestial string, a corde entre coeurs, and it’s painful sometimes to feel the tug of that chain upon my heart. Every time you move I feel it; it is taut. Will the length ever slacken, or will I feel this pull forever? Tell me, corazón, if you know. I am impatient, I know, but I have no shame in saying that I hope our distance lasts not much longer. Adieu for now, amour, and please don’t be too long. Te extraño.